Blog: Kindness, Compassion and Suffering

In life there are no guarantees. We win some we lose some. Inevitably, we find ourselves in small but significant ways, suffering in our lives. It's what connects all humans together in this thing we call

life.


Every day we have the little dissatisfactions that we carry with us as they accumulate like a cloud pressuring with rain before the storm. If we are living normal-ish lives, we may not always consider our suffering 'suffering'. When we are unable to acknowledge our suffering, no matter how small, we can affect our happiness and those around us unintentionally.


As we carry the weight of our concerns we can become comfortable with the level of unease within ourselves and reacquainted with this denseness of it all. Whether we are at work and a colleague quips a sarcastic comment you way, it seems to penetrate right to the heart of you as you feel yet another sting of your tenderized and heavy heart.


Our strategy for coping with life's inevitable troubles are outdated, no longer serving the purpose it intends as the fallout from failed attempts to change things sits on top of your motivation like a stink pile of disappointment your load gets overwhelming. Your breakdowns may result ruminations of overindulging or under-indulging or punishing behaviours.

When your stressed you find ways of distracting, avoiding, eating, projecting, displacing and all out denial of how deeply you are actually affected as you stiffen up your lip and bash yourself for being weak and unwilling to really be happy.


There are others of us who may feel undeserving of feeling happy, loved; Others feel that they are there to provide this for others, unconditionally and the challenge is not to worry so much... So you worry that you're worried and now the drain of caring for the people you love leaves you feeling ashamed and more undeserving.


Suffering. We all suffer. We all wish not to suffer.

Learning a different way to approach life's suffering is about being gentle, kind and understanding with yourself for having suffering. Self compassion is the quality of awareness you bring to the intention to sooth yourself because you are suffering.

An easy way to understand compassion and the action of kindness it is sometimes helpful to consider a beloved pet or a person whom you have warm regard for, like a best friend. Imagine if they were suffering and how you may feel and what you may like to share with them that would bring them some comfort of being understood.


Here's a self compassion practice - called "Self Compassion Break"

Put your hand(s) on your heart or hug yourself

Breathe deeply in and out

Speak kindly to yourself, with sincere intention of the words:

•This is a moment of difficulty

•Difficulties are a part of everybody’s life

•May I respond with kindness


We carry our stories like the clouds hold the rain.

Slowly collecting, moment by moment.

Woven into every layer and every cell.

As time passes

the pain, the trauma, the hurt and the joy

collects.

So subtlety. So quietly.

It fills and fills, until the perfectly imperfect moment of ripeness.

Pregnant with potential to over flow.

Expanding, filling, collecting

until it peaks.

The rain pours and the tears fall.

Freely, uncontrollably and necessarily.

Cyclically washing away what was.

Clearing for what is.

As we sweetly become more aware of this invisible process,

occurring within us and around us,

we may adjust what we decide to hold onto and for how long.

We may allow it to fall away

as sweetly as the clouds release the rain.

For we can’t stop the cycle,

yet we can refine how we maneuver among it.

Tuning into what has been woven

and what we are weaving

in each and every moment.


By Alexa Torontow

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